Khloe Kardashian, star of "Retaining Up with the Kardashians" revealed in a new interview for Harper's Bazaar that her she broke out of her "dark and toxic" marriage to NBA star Lamar Odom by going to the fitness center. Kardashian remarked to the publication, "My residence [with Odom] was dark and toxic," she says. "At the time, my loved ones didn't know what I was going by way of. It was the largest secret I've kept. I just essential a location to go." With nowhere to flip, Kardashian found solace in the gym. "They had a Television and I could observe The True Housewives on an elliptical," Kardashian stated. "No 1 talked to me. I loved that solitude." The actuality star realized that the health club was not only very good for her body but great for her soul for the duration of at time when she required healing. "I never considered about the variety," she stated to Harper's Bazaar. "When I began seeing that I could get rid of weight—because I just thought my physique would never change—I commenced taking it much more seriously and eating far better." Khloe Kardashian also remarked that she loves the fact that her household has been so supportive of her, even right after Odom was located unresponsive in a Las Vegas brothel and she gave up her occupation and private life to get care of him until finally he was in a position to stand on his very own two feet. Kardashian credits her family as her quantity 1 cause she is ready to keep strength when instances had been difficult, such as during the most difficult times of her marriage to Odom. "Most individuals see [their families] on holidays. We see each and every other every single single day since it's component of our work. I really like that, I really do," she explains. "Our present has brought us closer collectively and I'm in a position to witness moments I never ever would if we all had jobs in our personal spaces." She also unveiled in the interview that she initially did not want any part of the E! reality series that made superstars of the Kardashian clan. "Kourtney and I didn't want to do the display," the reality star admitted. "We weren't anti the demonstrate, but we have been so obsessed with our clothing store Dash, and I couldn't think about possessing to give that up," she exposed in the interview/ Kardashian later realized she loved telling her family's story to the E! cameras, but admits that those raw first seasons when the clan didn't care what any person considered are her favorite. "That's why season one is so brilliant—because we didn't really care. Kourtney and I would say anything at all and do something. We didn't understand it was going to be so large. No one did," she laughed. "Maintaining Up with the Kardashians" airs Sundays on E! Entertainment Tv.